Penny

I'm damaged goods honestly just recently widowed after a 22 year marriage to my best friend the man who tried to fix the broken pieces best he could. I never knew what a home really was before him. And settled for anything simply because I can't stand being alone. Coming home to a empty house and not having someone is one of the worst feelings to me. I'm honest and some people don't like me because I just can't make myself sugar coat what comes out my mouth. I love to cook my own meals for myself and my man I don't watch television I listen to music most people who know me can tell you that the music I play can tell them what's on my mind how my days going to be and when I just have something to say that I can't put into words myself I always have a song that can do it do for me because sometimes for no reason at all the past echoes in my head and I can't block it out and I'm sorry that that happens I don't know how to make it go away because those words cut deeper than a knife and the music drowns out the sound of the. I sing along with the music and dance too if I'm not somewhere that that wouldn't be appropriate. I am a homebody I don't mind having a houseful of friends and family everyday until bedtime but I don't much like being in crowds of people out in public. Every now and then I get a wild notion to go out and go dancing at a bar or have a nice bonfire with friends and have a few beers but not very often. I am pretty old fashioned I don't think men are supposed to do dishes or the laundry I like to clean my house and I will not take out the garage or mow the he lawn when I fix a meal I will make your plate and pack it to you. I like to lay my man's clothes out for him and make sure he is properly groomed because the way he appears in public is a reflection of how well I am or ain't tending to you as t home. A woman should care if how her man looks to others. Please don't ever think I can possibly hop out of bed and throw clothes on and just go because it isn't mentally possible for me. My mother raised us. To never step out our door without our hair in place and make up. And because of the echoes I don't know if the make up helps my appearance much but I do it because my momma raised a lady. I am looking for someone who can handle being with a woman who says I'm sorry way too much and cries when her feelings are hurt. And unfortunately I do take a lot of things personal and I do need reassurance and it's so easy to write all this out for stranger's to read I wouldn't be able to do it face to face. I just want someone who isn't gonna try and make me be someone I'm not. My biggest pet peeves are lying to me stealing from me and someone ignoring me. I think holding hands when your in the car or out in public isn't done enough these days and because I don't like crowds when my feller holds my hand it's a display of affection yes but also a reminder to me that I am safe with you by my side. And I think we should go to bed at night together and yes I want you to hug me up til I fall asleep and please don't let me wake up alone. I'm country as cornbread and don't like wearing shoes much. I have that Hoosier smartass way of saying things that I'm truly not trying to be rude or a smartass with a southern drawl I don't care to get dirty helping you with a job or project as long as you give me time to get myself ready before we start work. It's the little things that matter to me I can't be bought.

Kreeft

BBW

5' 6 (1.68 m)

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